Vnss sent me flowers after my confession to V. That was really heartwarming.
We had a Halloween supper friday night. Vnss, Vncnt, Mchl, Gnvr, Lv and myself. I'm enjoying being put in new situations with new people. Lv was great. I was surprised. I expected to feel more awkward.. but, it was good. He's a good blender -- he just blends in.
It felt wonderful to have Vncnt there, I touched him a few times. Shoulder, arm, shoulder, hair. He's into giving me hugs lately. It's a bit strange. Good! but strange because when he hugs me, he leaves space between us. I'm working on closing this gap.
In other news, I sent a msg. to Nantucket. Making a special request for a particular photograph of his. I said something like: I'll compensate with coffee or tea. Anyway, he said: "Pick a time Thursday or Friday and make me stick to it. Blah blah I'm in a "I don't have time for anything" state of mind." BUT he is fitting me in. Although, honestly, I don't actually feel like seeing him or anyone at the moment.. this is due to stress more than anything else.
I watched Sex and the City: The Movie. Good. Good. Great! I took the night off tonight. From what? Who knows (probably from my neuroticism), but tomorrow it's serious work time.
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You don't have time to see anyone because you're too busy trying to close the gap!
In other news: I'm in like, a sort of dreamy rabid teenage fantasy sort of like.
There, now we can relate.
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