As this title indicates, I haven’t been giving my geeky 127% at school. I’ve been feeling stressed, but I realized the best thing to do when one is stressed is to work. Things pile up too easily. Also swimming helps. I had noticed a reduction of happy thoughts recently, but when I went swimming (it took two or three times) I felt a renewed jolly feeling.
I must say, there’s not much going on. I haven’t had so much time to find cool things online. Or maybe my fascination has worn off (slightly). Although when I saw these, I couldn’t resist:
Vnss and I will (likely) be attending an "office party" themed party tomorrow night. It should be packed with cuties. I will be cute in my Banana Republic dress and heels, but (as always) my awkwardness will shine through.
I've been feeling okay about my recent Vncnt revelation (see previous posts). I am able to be in his presence and speak honestly. Something I appreciate tremendously. He's still pretty wonderful. I've been feeling somewhat sad that my logic (ie. deciding that masochism doesn't suit me for extended periods of time) has overrun my passion. That's the thing with me: I've got to talk about things to get over them.
I feel like going to New York, or Philadelphia, or Chicago or Atlanta. Or Paris.. Or Spain.. I feel like it's possible too.
I've been listening to The Velvet Underground a lot.
It's cold here. So cold I can't accept it. I wasn't ready for it. I made a hearty soup to prepare myself. Soups are the best. So easy and delicious.
ImissYouandSometimesIfeelsillyAboutIt.
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