i've been doing this Meisner Acting workshop for the past two weekends. As I told Vnss, without really realizing it this workshop is everything I've been thinking about in my brain put into practice. The reason i'm doing this workshop is to kick my shyness to the curb -- mostly when it comes to speaking in class and doing presentations, and it is in fact very liberating. It reaffirms that people are worth trusting and believing in and how they can believe in you without you even realizing it.
Somehow, I have this great confidence in the world these days. Whereas before I would always anticipate the worse, now I believe 'good things come to those who wait' and 'everything's going to work out' (but you have to be open to it). Being open -- really open -- is very difficult. More difficult than I ever realized. It's not something that just happens, it's like we have to continually demand it from ourselves.
Serendipitously, I just found this website with resolutions. Some corny, some thought-provoking. I like 'Discover who you are before you find the person you need to be'...
Oh geez.. I'm so corny these days. But it feels pretty great.
A few things that have been put on the back burner though: my internet/email addiction (.. still going strong), my lack of school-work and my lack of cooking.
I'm trying to swim more, which is good. I can't wait to go back to the Laurier pool.
It's cold here. Not like spring. Not like anything I've felt in a long time, but it still makes me happy.
Speaking of drunk and love... I really wish I still had my 'Punch Drunk Love' DVD... but it disappeared.
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